Thursday, 19 May 2016

the malaysian girls i can relate to

i've been blogging for a long time already. perhaps since i was 14 or 15 years old? although actually i kept deleting my blog and making a new one, i still blogged. i've always loved to blog, to write down what i think and feel.

and of course, i have my own favorite bloggers that i look up to. some of them are around my age, but some of them are way older than me, whom have already gotten married and are blessed with beautiful children. i deeply love the fact that i've seen these people grow and become a better version of themselves. 

however, my favorites whom are around my age have already stopped blogging, or they blog about things that i cannot relate to anymore. the ones whom have gotten married share a lot of beneficial tips about being a parent or a wife, which i truly treasure since i need all of this knowledge when i get married later (god knows when...). i still keep supporting them and reading their blogs up until now, but there's an empty spot in my heart that isn't fulfilled. 

why?

i don't know, honestly. i'll be 21 in october, and i'm feeling lost and all over the place. i guess i am searching for someone i can relate to; another stranger that i can relate to. perhaps because i think it'll make me feel a bit better seeing that i'm not alone in this fight of searching and discovering who i really am. we feel better when we know we are not alone, right?

i don't loathe my favorite bloggers for blogging about fashion, or beauty, or parenting, or all other sorts of stuff. i love them, i still read every post religiously. i still adore them faithfully. but i am in a deep search for bloggers who blog about real stuff that girls in her twenties are experiencing. a mundane girl like me specifically, who are lost and anxious and don't know what to do and are scared of growing up. i google-ed every sort of keywords to find female malaysian bloggers that i can relate to their posts, but it was to no avail. 

where are the malaysian girls that i can relate to?


ps: if any of you have your favorite bloggers, please let me know in the comment section so that i can check them out.

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